I miss parts of it,
The telephone conversations,
The good nights,
The I need to talk to u n only you,
I miss it,parts of it.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Edward Estlin Cummings

To my baby cousin sister,you will forever remain in our hearts,
Pink and yellow flowers we will always have for you.
With all the love in the world,may you rest in peace.

When everything has fallen apart,the easiest thing to do will be to pick it back up. But I'm nt too sure I want to. I miss it terribly,it's painful but I think this is the time for me to take a stand and say it's over.saying it alone is difficult. But I guess this is it,it's over.

its has been a bit of a whirlwind lately. all's good though..!i wake up everyday feeling positive nowdays and i make it a point to feel that way..i have always been an advocate of positive thinking but i never practiced what i preached until now and i must say, it does work..mind over matter!
nevertheless,drama has occasionally creeped up on me, i've seen the true colors of someone i use to call my friend and well, that's about it. forgive and forget?erm,forgive and stay the hell away but never be too stupid to forget!i am still very angry about it but i know that i have gotta to let it go, so i am gonna.
on a lighter note, its november already, that was fast innit?i cant wait for christmas, i cant wait to see my darlings..