When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Henri Nouwen.

I want to thank the people that have stood by my side throughout the awful times this past year. Thank you for choosing the perfect things to say. Things might still be horrid but hey, the year is almost coming to an end, its the perfect reason to start anew. We'll get through it together. Now remember, tis the season to be jolly,lets not sulk and I wish all of you great success, countless moments of wisdom,phenomenal days + all the happiness one can handle for the new year. Have a great one y'all.

Lotsa Love,

Patricia!

Rants,Christmas and The Good Riddance of 2009.

for the past couple of months,ntg seems the way it should be but one can only dwell so much on the negative until u just want to think happy thoughts. Yeap,parts of this post is not goin to make much sense, but thats just me complaining.
I reckon i should get one of those white complain bands you know, the one where u wear on your right hand and if you complain,switch it to the left, and back and forth until you can stop complaining for 21days straight.

Every year i look forward to christmas but this year, i m ABSOLUTELY(CANT STOP BEING ON A SUGAR RUSH) EXCITED for christmas cos when the goin gets tough, i hardly talk abt it, i just have a good time and forget abt it. 2009 is not a year i would like to remember. It was not an OK year for me. It still isnt. Thats why i cant wait for 2010 where i plan to plan less and just be more spontenous,less paranoid and just to go with the freaking flow. And yeah, i plan to think less to. Not everything has to be thought out to the core right?

But nonetheless I am extremely grateful for many many things, for my family and for the many things i have overcomed this year, truly what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. Im grateful for the safety,health and happiness of my loved ones, after all, that is the only important thing to me.

james morrison-pieces dont fit anymore
paloma faith-new york
john mayer-who says
leona lewis-happy
emmy rossum-slow me down
the perishers-nothing like you and i
thriving ivory-twilight

I WANT TO STOP THINKING,

FOR A LIL BIT.

to me, being myself is one of the most important things. I have my own opinions about things,sometimes they agree with the general society but mostly they dont. So, i agree to disagree most of the time. My friends and i talk about everything from politics to euthanasia, and mostly our opinions differ but that doesnt mean that our general perspective towards life is different. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I was brought up to respect the opinions and differences even though i couldnt agree with them.

In addition to that, i just wanted to say that in conjuction with , respect those around you in spite of their differences.