Everything has been moving so fast lately but I can't help feeling sombre. The past month has been ntg but horrendous but yet I am thankful for all that I have everyday. Perhaps it's nt fair for me to complaint. On a lighter note, Christmas is around the corner and that will cheer everything up for sure..till then,have a great one:)

I miss parts of it,
The telephone conversations,
The good nights,
The I need to talk to u n only you,
I miss it,parts of it.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Edward Estlin Cummings

To my baby cousin sister,you will forever remain in our hearts,
Pink and yellow flowers we will always have for you.
With all the love in the world,may you rest in peace.

When everything has fallen apart,the easiest thing to do will be to pick it back up. But I'm nt too sure I want to. I miss it terribly,it's painful but I think this is the time for me to take a stand and say it's over.saying it alone is difficult. But I guess this is it,it's over.

its has been a bit of a whirlwind lately. all's good though..!i wake up everyday feeling positive nowdays and i make it a point to feel that way..i have always been an advocate of positive thinking but i never practiced what i preached until now and i must say, it does work..mind over matter!
nevertheless,drama has occasionally creeped up on me, i've seen the true colors of someone i use to call my friend and well, that's about it. forgive and forget?erm,forgive and stay the hell away but never be too stupid to forget!i am still very angry about it but i know that i have gotta to let it go, so i am gonna.
on a lighter note, its november already, that was fast innit?i cant wait for christmas, i cant wait to see my darlings..

it has been an awesome ,awesome week.Regardless of the fact that ive been running around KL doing paperwork,its all WORTH IT!

To all in the same boat,congratulations a million times over u guys!we did it:)

In Loving Memory

Cynthia Rylant once said that,God turns clouds inside out to make fluffy beds for the dogs in Dog Heaven, and when they are tired from running and barking and eating ham-sandwich biscuits, the dogs find a cloud bed for sleeping. God watches over each one of them. And there are no bad dreams.

It has been 2 years since Alex left us and we still miss her everyday. It will never get easier but knowing that she is in a better place is a comfort. Love always...

Rainy Saturday Night in Playlist!

1.Jamie Scott & The Town- London Town
2.Dave Barnes-God gave me you
3.The Perishers-Nothing like you and I
4.Blue October-Hate Me
5.Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes And Chocolate Milk
6.Duffy-Stepping Stone
7.Anna Nalick-Breathe(2AM)
8.Kings of Leon-Use Somebody
9.Steve Martin,Vince Gill& Dolly Parton-Pretty Flowers
10.Drake-Find your Love

Better late than never

Once one is caught up into the material world not one person in ten thousand finds the time to form literary taste, to examine the validity of philosophic concepts for himself, or to form what, for lack of a better phrase, I might call the wise and tragic sense of life.
~ F. Scott Fitzgerald ~

I totally agree with that quote. The man wrote one of the greatest books of all time, The Great Gatsby, i am pretty sure he knows what he is talking about. We tend to blindly follow the masses. Oblivious or naive? i care not to find out. I just hope once in a while, someone realises that some things are most important and do something that can actually made a difference.

With that said i'd like to thank those who put so much effort and attention to raise awareness on our wildlife laws which begun with the tiger issue. To see the Wildlife Conservation Act now in force reflects all your hard work!A little late but nevertheless, congratulations:)

i am finally settled in my new place!and i LOVE IT:) a hsewarming party is in the plans but when i can throw it has yet to be decided. Work starts again soon. A part of me is really looking forward to it, another is just urghhh.

I have a lil cuzzie on the way. My aunty is due real soon!cant wait to meet him/her! planning to make pink and blue cupcakes for her baby shower since we dont know if its gonna be a lil girl or boy.

I'm bruised again,
I wear it well,
The self-inflicted tale they tell.
I singed my hair,
I broke my nails.
You'd love me then,
If all else failed.
The night was long and dark and just
Another dagger to my trust.
I thrust it in until I bleed
I wiped my point for you to see.
And anyway,It's over now.
Nothing left to say.I don't know why,
I don't care how,
It's over anyway.
It's broken in pieces .
You've got the space you needed.
Too late to try,
Just say good-bye
It's over anyway.~Alicia Witt~

Daughtry-Over You..

Im so over it...this time.

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
[ Over You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Feeling a little Blah, a little like i am on repeat...But nevertheless, i am still gonna do it this time..No other options.
To those with me on this ride,just stay strong and persist. We'll make it through. It has been one hell of a year innit? And its just JULY!!

“Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race” ~Calvin Coolidge~

Airplanes-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
B.o.b. Airplanes lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/bob-airplanes-lyrics.html
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Airplane-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

ONCE AGAIN PPL, PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION BELOW, TO PREVENT ANIMAL TESTING-

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/StopPlansForAnimalTestingMalaysia

WHILE YOU ARE AT IT, CHECK OUT THE ARTICLE ABOUT THE LAB IN BUKIT MERTAJAM. THEY TEST ON DOGS AMONGST OTHER ANIMALS, IT IS UNACCEPTABLE.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/12/nation/6459019&sec=nation

im having one of those days again. Maybe its a good idea to fly back home for a bit. Just to see my family and dogs. But flying back would mean leaving things here unfinished. Once again, im at a cross road!what to do?what to do?Perhaps its time for me to have that talk again, yeah, i think i should.

On a less random note,i am missing SO MANY of my friends right now!Barb,come back to kl soon will u!im in dire need to catch up with u..
Cristin!Where are u actually?in S'pore?i've tweeted u but noooo reeepppllyy??text me ur num will ya?
Annu,I just miss u!ahahhhahaha..

My Best Days are Ahead of Me-Danny Gokey

Blowing out the candles
on another birthday cake
Old enough to look back and laugh at my mistakes
Young enough to look at the future and like what I see
My best days are ahead of me

Life hasn't always been a party
but mostly it's been good
There's only one or two things that I'd change if I could
I dont get lost in the past or get stuck in some sad memory yah
My best days are ahead of me

Age ain't nothing but a number
Sometimes I have to wonder
What does it really mean
But heeeey im still putting it together
I keep getting better
if I keep getting better
I can be whatever I want to be
My best days are ahead of me

Age ain't nothing but a number
Sometimes I have to wonder
What does it really mean
But heeeey im still putting it together
I keep getting better
if I keep getting better
I can be whatever I want to be
My best days are ahead of me

I've got sunsets to witness
dreams to dance with
beaches to walk on
and lovers to kiss
there's a whole lot of world out there
that I can't wait to see
My best days are ahead of me
My best days are ahead of me

Knowledge is meaningful only if it is reflected in action. The human race has found out the hard way that we are what we do, not just what we think. This is true for kids and adults — for schoolrooms and nations.
~ Robert Fulghum ~

if you could do one thing after reading this post, PLEASE SIGN THIS PETITION and make a difference by raising awareness. Signing this will bring us a step closer to eliminating all forms of animal abuse!Every signature makes a difference..so go ahead, sign it--->

Stop Plans To Build An Animal-Testing Laboratory

Petition To Amend Malaysia's REVISED ANIMALS ACT 1953

When you lose the privilege of being suprised,being excited or just laughing for no reason at all, you've lost the ability to enjoy life.

Someday-Ricky Nelson

I know that someday you'll want me to want you
When I'm in love with somebody new
You expect me to be true and keep on loving you
Though I am feeling blue, you think I can't forget you
Until someday, you'll want me to want youWhen I'm in love with somebody new
Although you don't want me now
I'll get along somehowAnd then I won't want you
I know that someday you'll want me to want you
When I'm in love with somebody new
Although you don't want me now
Oh, I'll get along somehow
And then I won't want you...

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.
~ Bob Dylan ~

so, how many times must i tell you before you hear me?
how many times must you fall down before you learn to stand up on your own?

i decided that i am gonna ♥ my life today.

In all the world,there is no heart for me like yours
In all the world, there is no love for you like mine.

Maya Angelou

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
Maya Angelou

i should have been chasing you,
you should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me..
All we'd ever need-Lady Antebellum

Il n'est pas nécessaire d'être amoureux pour obtenir son cœur brisé, mais si elle est, s'il vous plaît Dieu, laissez-la vivre à travers lui ..

"The nicest Thing about being Happy is that You think You'll never be Unhappy Again.
We must be kidding ourselves to believe that, the most fragile thing in life besides life itself is happiness. It must be treated with extreme caution and watched upon at all times"He Said.

To be angry is easy. But to be angry with the right man at the right time and in the right manner, that is not easy.

No matter what you or anyone else does, there will be someone who says that there's something bad about it.Whenever somebody comes up with a good idea, there's somebody else who has never had a good idea in his life who stands up and says, "Oh, you can't do that..."
~ Tom Clancy ~

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life — It goes on. ~ Robert Frost

He said it exactly the way i thought it should be said. The last couple of months have been anything but good but it will go on nonetheless. My mind is telling me its not ready for the level of stress that is heading my way but i cant prevent it,might as well embrace and make the best out of it. I learned to make the best out of things i cannot change a long time ago and it was a hard lesson to learn i must say.

For my friends who are with me for this ride, may we squeeze the hell out of the lemons life is handing us!

Laughter is wine for the soul – laughter soft, or loud and deep, tinged through with seriousness. Comedy and tragedy step through life together, arm in arm, all along, out along, down along lea. A laugh is a great natural stimulator, a pushful entry into life; and once we can laugh, we can live. It is the hilarious declaration made by man that life is worth living.~ Seán O'Casey ~

Earlier today, i passed by a building,it looked interesting,so i looked inside, and there they were..a group of guys in gym attire playing volleyball. Oh,did i mention that the whole lot were good looking guys with really big biceps?Yeah, i know..i thought i was witnessing a movie shoot or something..No Kidding! Then i walked pass the front of the building and there it was,the sign which read..Central Fire Station! I never knew fire fighters looked as good as they did in movies, in real life..!

i kinda love this song for the things he says..

Who I am- Nick Jonas and The Administration

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when your gone.
I'm losing my breath,
I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again
I want someone to love me
For who I amI want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
(Are you gonna love me, Yeah)(For who I am)
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I amYeah, who I am.

i promise to stand by you through thick and thin
i promise to lift your head high and wipe the tears away
i promise you i'll help you up again,
For you mean the world to me and there is ntg i wont do to keep my world happy.
Love you, A.

I heard some devastating news yest, that my lecturer, Mr.Ananth had passed on. He was the best lecturer on could ask for,for he really cared about his students and made an effort to know them. His classes were always filled with laughter- You'll always be remembered sir, for affecting so many of us, for helping us get where we are today. We could never thank you enough. Hope you are smiling down on us, rest in peace sir.

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

I honor the man who is willing to sinkHalf his present repute for the freedom to think,And, when he has thought, be his cause strong or weak,Will risk t'other half for the freedom to speak,Caring naught for what vengeance the mob has in store,Let that mob be the upper ten thousand or lower. ~ James Russell Lowell ~

i want to make everyday count for some reason. I think of what i am about to say before i say it nowdays and i try my hardest to be calm when ppl are being a pain-for some reason i am doing all this because i think its gonna matter somehow.

i am about 2000 miles away from you but what good is it doing me. You're out there giving someone the suprise of their lifetime on their birthday and i am here,on a friday night,in front of my laptop listening to Matt Morris sing Hallelujah and Mark Salling giving homage. Gosh,i need to watch Glee now.

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City. Just plain beautiful.

i love the song-fight for this love,everyline is so true! anyways, i havent had the time to tell all of my friends this but pls dont get pissed at me for not telling u guys in person, it has all been happening so fast- i am moving to hong kong to be with my family. i made that decision literally 2 days ago and im leaving this sat bt i will be back on the 9th before the final move.
That means i wont be able to see you when you come down[Im sorry:(] i will be making a trip to penang to see all my friends and for those who are in kl..I will lunch will ALL of you before i leave for sure k..*promise*
I am going to miss so many people here, i am going to miss my job since the ppl there have been awfully nice to me.
you guys are probably wondering why i made this decision,ok here goes, last fri i had difficulty breathing so i rushed myself to the hospital,turns out i have bronchitis plus some sort of bacterial infection in my lungs..so my mum came rushing back and thus my decision to move,do the hk bar and practice there. i will come back someday,for sure.
it saddens me deeply to leave but a part of me is relieved that i will be with my family..so to AA,AL,CM,RS,DW,CC,DS,BA-i will miss u guys the most!but the good times will continue some day..!*Lotsa love and hugs*

Fight for this love-Cheryl Cole

Everything I can't have-Robin Thicke
LOOOOOOOVE IT!

12 days into the new year and my year has given me nothing to jump out and about,just yet. I am looking forward to the chinese new year hols,no,not cos i celebrate but cos my family will be back in malaysia!and annu is coming back too..yay!now,thats something to look forward to ,dontcha think?
My days have been mediocre,blah sometimes. Anyways,the guitarist from MJ's This is It,rocks. Her single According to you is kickass. Her name is Orianthi by the way.

What has been going on so far in the political world doesnt deserve a mention in my blog as i am appalled by the mockery some are allowed to make out of our legal system. I am not one for ISA but where is it when its desperately needed? With that said, i wont comment on it any further!