today was really eye opening to me..someone really close to me mentioned some things i never thought id ever hear coming from him and im conciously vowing to change that part of me. Learning to let go is step one. step 2- dont try being friends,step 3- stop thinking about it.

i need a break but i dont have the time for one. gosh. the weather sucks. how i wish i was laying in a beach somewhere right now..yup 2 more months and thats where im gonna be, hopefully.