2008 is here..

so..its a whole new year, which only means one thing..resolutions..i was thinking of how i usually make like a dozen resolutions only to never keep any and thought of not keeping any this coming year, but then..that would be silly, how can new years be complete without resolutions?? so for 2008, i wanna keep fit, drink less coffee, get a satisfyin class for my degree, keep in touch with my frens more...n since its gonna be my 21st year, i wanna party more seriously..hahahah...!happy new year!

christmas meal..16 dec 2007 with selina n chia sinn..it was really good..roast chic,potatoes n veggies!!yummy..

I’m not the wisest person to walk the face of the earth,
I’m not the smartest person to get it all right,
I’m not someone who changes just to fit in,
I say what I think and I do what I feel is right,
I respect my parents not because I have to but because I want to,
I know life is difficult even though I have it easy because I have seen life vicariously,
I appreciate my friends,
I procrastinate sometimes,
I’m not a racist, never will be,
I like to see things the way they are,
I believe in god,
I’ve learned to forgive but never to forget,
I take it easy because I don’t see a point in freaking out,
I get angry but I’ve learnt to bite my tongue,
I know how badly life can hurt,
I have felt a broken heart,
I don’t think its right to complain about petty things,
I’ve judged before, only to realize that it’s very wrong,
I make mistakes, all the time,
I can count my real friends,
My family matters to me,
I never believed that people can be truly evil until I saw it for myself,
I know that it’s every man for himself out there unless it’s with someone who loves you,
I wish I was more selfish,
I lie, don’t we all?
I gossip,
I’ve never really hated anyone,
I have truly loved someone,
Occasionally I’m self destructive,
When I’m depressed, I focus more on my studies,
I like to talk,
I sing along to songs in the car,
My favorite color is blue,
I’ve grown up so much over the past year,
I still am a kid at heart,
I hate to lose,
I like to lead,
I can be bossy,
Yeah, that’s me.

LOVE IT!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA!!WISH I WAS THERE!!!:)

song stuck in my head

its scary how we have all changed in this couple of months..all of a sudden ppl are studyin like crazy,yeah..its scary.

This is life to come, —Which martyred men have made more gloriousFor us who strive to follow. May I reachThat purest heaven, — be to other soulsThe cup of strength in some great agony,Enkindle generous ardor, feed pure love,Beget the smiles that have no cruelty,Be the sweet presence of a good diffused,And in diffusion ever more intense!So shall I join the choir invisibleWhose music is the gladness of the world.~ George Eliot ~

omg..im hyperventilatin,im might be able to catch the show afta all...omg..omg..i changed my ticket to the 18th...so he better cum afta that!!!!!yayayaayyayaa!!!

i wanna go to the concert.i have to.but how?someone hire me a damn private jet and whisk me away..yeah..i wish.

To realize The value of a sisterAsk someone Who doesn't have one.
To realize The value of ten years:Ask a newly Divorced couple.
To realize The value of four years:Ask a graduate.
To realize The value of one year:Ask a student who Has failed a finalexam.
To realize The value of nine months:Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.
To realize The value of one month:Ask a mother who has given birth toA premature baby.
To realize The value of one week:Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize The value of one hour:Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize The value of one minute:Ask a person Who has missed the train,bus or plane.
To realize The value of one-second:Ask a person Who has survived anaccident...
To realizeThe value of one millisecond:Ask the person who has won a silvermedal in the OlympicsTime waits for no one.Treasure every moment you have.You will treasure it even more whenyou can share it with someone special.
To realize the value of a friend: Lose one.

i cant believe this

its true. painfully true. justin is gonna perform in kl. yes. i knw.i cried.im praying that it will be on the 22nd.

have u guys heard of this band called outlandish..they are really goodla..featured on youtube as well..go check them out..from denmark..really good voice!

things to do as soon as i get home!

1. family...my doggies

2. get my mum to cook me chicken curry n beef rendang(yes..we all are like deprived of good food here)

3. the list of food goes on, char kuey theow..banana leaf rice..dim sum..
4. xmas shoppin
5. watch alot alot of tv
6. my bed..bolster..
7. the nice beautiful weather..where u can walk around with shorts n slippers..!!
8. Mamak!! teh C!!lol
9. church..
10. the xmas parrrtyy...

its official..im a maggi mee addict(in a totally positive sort of way)..i had my parents send me maggi mee frm kl..alot of it..hahaha..but i do have a reasonable justification for my actions..you see..when you're tired afta a day of studying..all u wanna do is come home n watch a movie or sumthin..you dont think abt cooking..thats wen maggi comes into my head..when im totally lazy to go in the kitchen n spend 30mins cooking something..n i actually have to think abt wat to cook...thats y,maggi has come in so handy!!LOL

its been almost a week or so since i got a good nights sleep..for these past few days..ive been sleeping around 5-6am..i dont knw why..anyways..had a wonderful dinner tonight thanks to ginger's sis...

people are eating dolphins now??

omg..i just saw a video of how dolphins are being tortured and killed for human consumption and i feel sick. are we running out of fishes that people have to eat dolphins?this is just sick..really sick.. and the worst thing about the whole thing is we cannot do anything abt it..

All the world's a stage,And all the men and women merely players:They have their exits and their entrances;And one man in his time plays many parts.

as you like it,william shakespeare

just dont have the time anymore

remember how it was in school??when you saw your closest frens everyday and u never failed to waste a second talkin because there was so much to talk about..well i miss those days...im still in touch with my goodfrens frm skool but its not like we talk everyday u knw..getting all of us together is near imposible..we r not even in the same country anymore..girls..i miss you all..we should ALL go out for dinner and just talk one day..hopefully soon..

christmas anyone?

Have you been naughty or nice thisyear?- mostly nice

What do you want most for Christmas?- seriously?futuresex/lovesounds deluxe edition and the live from madison square garden dvd!

Do you believe in Father Christmas?- last time

What is your favorite food atChristmas- choc chip cookies..and my mums cookin

Have you started your Christmasshoppin g yet?-no

Have you finished your Christmasshoppin g yet?-nope!

What is your favorite Christmas song?-the first noel and mery xmas , happy holidays by nsync

Wh at is your favorite Christmas movie?-i like em all..santa claus..the grinch..homealone

Wha t is your best memory of Christmas?-everyyear is a memorable one..its difficult to pick one

What do you look forward to most atChristmas?- being with my family, the party and the presents

What are you doing for Christmas thisyear?- im goin back...yay..cant wait

Wh o do you want to kiss under themistletoe?-emm..

What kind of Christmas tree do youhave?- a 6 feet tall one with lots of lights(every year oso have to change)and ornaments

Do you take part in a secret santa?-nola

Do you go to any Christmas parties?- yea..the one at my place

Have you ever had a white Christmas?-no..i stay in malaysia.

How early do you wake up on Christmasmorning ?real early

Do you still get a stocking?YES

How many Christmas cards do younormally send out?to those who matter..tis year i will be sending out more

What is your Christmas wish?emm..to get back home as soon as possible..cant wait!

check out the video at the bottom of the page..i love this song!

seriously homesick

im sick of bein here already..too soon?yeah maybe...i just wanna be with my family,my frens and my dogs..i miss my babies so much!!!!

things i would do differently given the choice...

at one point of my life, i would have said that wouldnt change anything in the past as it made me who i am now..well that is oni true to a certain extent because there are certain things which i would have approached differently...from the top of my mind... i would gotten more involved...in church, school and everything else. . i would have enjoyed all the free time i had...with friends...real friends ...the list goes on..

i dont wear prada...does that make me less human?

how would you feel if u left everything behind for yourself and came to a new place only to find out that it is the real world and people are not just mean, they are brutally mean?
well, i feel angry and there is not a damn thing i can do about it, which just increases my rage further. im not a racist, im not just saying that,i really am not a racist, i dont think ppl should be judged based on their color, ppl should be judged for who they are.its not fair to judge someone based on their color is.its not fair.

hows UK?.. its cold sometimes and sometimes its really warm. we eat alot of snacks(elaine influenced me..im totally innocent k) and we cook dinner everynight. this is how badly we snack...

ps..we have to leave our food in the room or else it would go missing!

chicken curry!!!!

since ive been here, we have cooked chic curry abt 3 times and it all turned out to be superb!!its funny how excited we get when we see asian ingredients..its like when we go out, we be yaying at ikan bilis!!, chilli sauce(which is impossible to find here)i had to eat tomato sauce k..thats how bad it is!...we cook everyday around here..dinner only though..lunch is always some prepared food that just needs to popped in the microwave..

so..this is the pic of the last chic curry we made..it tasted really good k!!

what can i say?? it has been 3 weeks since i have been home. i miss it yes. the only reason im here is to get my law degree, im focused but distracted at the same time..i knw that doesnt make sense, but does everything have to make sense? no, at least not to me.

today...elaine came..n she is here while im blogging..emm..today was oklar..the weather was amazingly good actually..it wasnt cold nor was it windy..yeah amazing..thats why we were saying that elaine brought the sun..since here name is elaine SAN!!!!

i was talkin to my friend the other day about falling out of love and i dont think that ppl ever fall out of love, they just get sick of each other...love neva goes away..i think..dont u??
today, i met some of my lecturers, they r oklar actually, its my roomates..wait actually roomate thats pissing me off..laughin like a god damn hyena at 3 am everyday..wat the hell is so funny??i wouldnt have a prob with it if she was throwing a party in her room or the common area, just dont do it in front of my doorlar..for heaven sakes, i have to sleep k..classes start at 8 around here..

emmm....i didnt get the subjects i choose..atleast not all of themlar..damn itlar..tomorrow, im gona go with daphne n TRY to change it..i dont think it will be worth anything but it wont hurt to try..
i love the new rihanna song by the way...means so much..hate that i love you so..

one week down,12 more to go

been here for a week and emmm...wat can i say...i like malaysia better..i miss my family..my dogs..n my frens..alot alot..everyday oso have to walk alot..and wen i say walk, i mean really walk ok like very very very far until lik wanna die adi..ppl here party way too muchlar..drink until drunk adi sleep everywhere n all that nonsense..other than that everything else is ok..london airport was the worst k..so damn crowded,confusing summore...aih..i guess im complaining alot..well..this place is nice, my room is ok..not bad at all..alot of shops, the things r cheap n all lar

1 day left..

i will be staying 1 night in london itself cos the uni ppl cannot pick me up at 6 sumthin cos they will be leavin at 5..sharp!the hotel cost abt 400,riggit that is..if u ask me thats damn expensive for a couple of hours oni..aiyaa....

as for how im feeling..im anxious..a lil nervous..paranoid osolar..but i guess everything will be alrite once we get settled in..im hoping that it will..

emmmmmmm....friday is getting closer n closer n im startin to freak out more each day!tomoro..goin out with elaine..just for lunch n some last minute shopping..now..im starting to worry abt looking for my way around bristol..ive neva been to uk..ok..maybe im being paranoid!!yes..i will be FINE..

awww...so cute!

share! love your friends no matter who they are

smile..u have got ntg to loose!=)

Meet new ppl, even if they look different

Love someone will all your heart

remember..true friends are always there for you!

today...nisha took me out for lunch..she is actually my mum's sis..making her my aunt but we practically grew up together so she is more of a cousin..sort of thing..so we went to tgi's n the food was really crappy today..dessert was good..but thats ntg cos u can never go wrong with chocolate but the main course was cold..n tasteless!!but it didnt really matter cos we had tons of fun anyhow..i would post pics but i forgot to take my camera along!!

ps..elaine!let go sum place else this wed for lunch!

i was reading elaine's blog n she posted a list of all the things she is gonna miss..omg..i think i will miss my family..friends n my dogs the most..ntg else...wait,maybe the weather!!n my mum's cooking!!

i so feel like eating this now!! all ur fault elaine!!..i forgot what its called but i call it...guilty filled chocolate covered coffee ice cream heaven.......yummmy!!

dammit!!i just found out that the roe n i r gonna be missing out on the ballon festival at bristol!!its alredi over..so sad!!!i really wanted to see itlar..maybe next year then...

the other day,i realised something i should have already realised a long time ago..its not like i didnt know,i just didnt notice! im talking about being a really positive person..i am,im telling u..if u know me!i hate to dwell on the down side of life..thats just the way i am..once a while,maybe more that u would like it to happen,u will come across bumps in life..that doesnt mean u shud stop thinking of what lies ahead!!..ok maybe im not making sense right now..whateverlar..

if u ask me, i would say that now is a good time to start freaking out..!being that i only have abt a week or so left..before i actually leave..im excited but im terribly anxious as well..its not gonna be easy..!!not at all..

"Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough...." William Saroyan

"I have always been a Laugher, disturbing people who are not laughers, upsetting whole audiences at theatres... I laugh, that's all. I love to laugh. Laugher to me is being alive. I have had rotten times, and I have laughed through them. Even in the midst of the very worst times I have laughed." william saroyan

as though he knew i was feeling down,

he called and put a smile on my face.

for that i thank you..

you know who you are,

so thank you.

im getting really frustrated with the whole visa application thing..i have been calling since yest n they just wont pick up or the line is busy!how the hell am i suppose to knw if my visa is done???checking online is impossible since the system has been down since forever!!aaarrrgggggggg!!!!

my flight has been changed..now im gonna fly with mas instead of emirates..direct flight, no transits,no hassle!but im gonna be leaving a whole day earlier..im leaving on the 14th at 12pm now..

i woke up real early this morn..day to do my visa..i was the first one there which meant i finished fast too..which was good..now comes the worst part..the waiting part..aarrgghh..

im leaving soon though..a few days short of a month..tomoro,we r throwing annu a suprise parrtty..at her place..lots of chit chatting till the wee hours of the morn..lol cant wait!

i miss the beach...i just wanna lay on a clean beach..i wanna go back to penang...aarrgghh...the nearest beach from kl is pd..n i dun like it there.. wat to do?????

ps: if ur gonna go all out to ignore me,atleast let me know the damn reason first.i aint psychic!

im not sure if its the right thing to do but it doesnt feel wrong, so im going ahead! anyways..its exactly one month from today that im gonna be leaving..it feels weird..im leaving..its not that ive never left before but now this time, im leaving my family,my home..im not sad abt it just a bit reluctant..

the cake annu n i baked for my grandma!NICE OR NOT??butter vanilla with vanilla frosting..absolutely superB!

lazy..lazy friday...

emm..i feel so tired..there is no reason as to why i should be but i just am...maybe im just feeling lazy..yeah thats more like it..im lazy today...yesterday..i went out with elaine, ee chin and daphne for lunch..fridays..the dessert was yummy!!! something chocolatie..mocha..but it as delicious!! guiltly delicious!
today i m suppose to go out with annu, shop for some shoes..clothes and just hang out..later only though..

this weekend was a very busy one...went to s'pore..my brothers,WWE show..u know..but i was there to shop!!!shoes..bags!!here i come..i bought a fab leather bag..n a pair of wedges..i ended up going to the show as well..which was fun..!the drama..all in the name of wrestling..saw some famous faces though...it was good...all good!!

yesterday, i went to GUESS in bangsar..there was a sale..there were also three very very annoying girls who entered to shop screeching abt the sale..for heavens sake..it was just a small sale..that was only the beginning..the shop wasnt as big as wish it could have been..every five seconds, i could hear the word..'babe'...'babe, tengok wallet ini, 78 saja lar..'..'babe this,babe that..babe,babe,babe'!!!!arrrghhhh...
i was terribly annoyed..didnt they have names?gosh!and they were actually running around the shop like little kids with really bad manners in a cnady store..to make it all worst, they would push past u first then say excuse me...i just want the slap the stupid out if them!!!!!!!!!

today...i got my harry potter book..guess what??harry doesnt die!but in the first few chapters, hedwig dies, mad-eye dies and george losses a year!....

yes..im a harry potter fan..no big deal..i love the books, the whole idea of a magicial world..i cant wait for saturday..the final book is coming out..yay!!!!

for the ladies!

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. Do you ever lie about your age?- im still young..no need 2!

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"or "tough guys"?- a lil bit of both...

3. Do you prefer blonde or darkhaired guys?- i dun really care..

5. How many things in your past doyou regret?- not many

6. Do you have a best friend?- yes...

7. What do you want to be when yougrow up?- im grown up!a good person

8. Who was the last person youhugged?- i dun remember

9. Have you ever had your heartbroken?- Yes

10. Have you ever thought abouthaving plastic surgery?- not at all

11. Do you like your life?- most of it

12. Do you shop at Hollister?- im wearing a hollister tshirt right now!

13. Has one of your friends everstolen a bf from you?- emm

14. Has one of your friends everstabbed you in the back?-eah

16. Do you have more friends that aregirls or boys?- galfrens..

17. How long have you had friendster?- a long time

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?- no

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?- no

20. Have you ever slapped a boy inthe face?- i'm going to soon

.21. What is one of your biggestfears?- failure..

22. Have you ever skipped class?- yes

23. Has anyone close to you everpassed away?- no

24. Have you ever cried yourself tosleep?- yeah

25. Have you ever not been able toget someone out of your head?- definetly

26. Do you believe in thesaying "oncea cheater, always a cheater"?- to a certain extent

27.have you ever had a good feelingabout something and it turned out youwere right?-yes..always trust ur gut feeling!

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?- nope

29. Do u ever wish u were a man?- nolar..

30. Do you think any men will openthis just because it's labeled "TheFemale survey"?- i will bet on that!

Make a difference...

i care abt our enviroment ..so im gonna try to make those around me as enviroment concious as they should be. people, global warming is a serious issue. the things we do everyday is slowly killing earth as the days go by...you may not think its a matter that deserves your attention but trust me it does..one person will make a difference... more heat can damage our health on a very large scale...hurricanes, storms and even a massive flood is at risk here..so it is only right that we do something abt it!

DID YOU KNOW THAT?

- 15 miles less driving per week eliminates 900 pounds of carbon dioxide per year? now u do, so drive less!

-Unplug. Your electric meter is often adding up kilowatt hours when you don’t think you’re using an appliance. Unplug toasters and cell phone and other chargers when they’re not in use. Don't use air fresheners that have to be plugged in.

-Use energy-efficient lights. Changing just one 75-watt bulb to a compact fluorescent light cuts roughly 1,300 pounds of global warming pollution. They also last up to 15 times as long and save you money.

- you can always plant something!! (anything..)

my deepest condolences to a friend of mine who lost her mum yesterday...

me and lizzie...!!!cute not..??the dog k..not me..hahahahhahaha..ive got ntg better to do..thats y!

iPHONE..

i want!!!!so nice!! touch screen!!! im was not impressed by all the latest nokia phones but this one..amazing..takes the idea of a handphone to another level..pricey though...abt a thousand plus..not that bad considering all the functions! it looks really good too..

how enviromental friendly are you?do u recycle??do u take ur phone charger off the plug after ur battery's full? is u room entirely air conditioned? thats only the beginning ok..im not an enviromentalist through n through but i do my part, no matter how small that is..my room does not have air con..i do take my charger out..i switch the tap off wen im brushing my teeth..
global warming is not like poverty..we cannot fix it one it happens..all we can do now is try to prevent it!! it might not seem like the most important thing now..but it is..people have been talking abt global warming for years but no one has been bothered to listen! do something people..it will make a difference..as they say..GO GREEN!

every single Transformers ticket has been sold out..seriously..i have been waiting to watch the movie n now i have to wait till monday!so..instead, i stayed home and watched the hills have eyes 2..on dvd..im telling u, that movie is distubing..really is..not like dead scary but very very disturbing!

childhood memories!!

1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or90s?` 80s

2. Where were you born?`kl

3. What city did you grow up in?` kl..penang

4. Did you enjoy your childhood?` very much so

5. When you were a kid, what did youwant to be when you grew up?` a lawyer

6. What do you want to be now?` a lawyer..a excellent lawyer

7. Were you a fun little kid?` Emm..think so..

8. What was your first best friend'sname?` annu

9. Is he/she still your friend?` yes

10. Can you name all the schools youever attended?` st.josephs kindy, convents..ipg..kdu

11. Were you closer to your mom or dadas a kid?` Both..more mum

12. What was the first record, tape orCD you remember buying?` nsync..i was 10..

13. How old is a good age to have kids?` 29..30?

14. Are you scared of anything?` yeah..i have fears..

15. What was your favorite subject inelementary school?`art!

16. Did you buy school lunch or bringyour own?` Buy..sumtimes bring own

17. Broken any bones as a kid?` Nah..sprain ny..

18. Were you a mean kid?` no!!

19. Favorite board game of all time?` monopoly

20.did you play house or pretend tobe a super hero?` yes..played hse..masak-
masak..thundercats..tranformers!

21. Seriously, are you still just akid at heart?` yeah..pretty much!

i cant believe that she totally screwed me over! friends..god..seriously? and to think that im gonna be in a foreign country with all these ppl i call my frens?totally unbelievaBLE!arrrrgghh..im seriously pissed! when someone makes a promise..i expect them to keep it..not use stupid excuses to get out of it..

if u tell someone ur being modest, does it really mean ur modest?emmm...it kind of defeats the point isnt it?? its like saying cheating is wrong while ur cheating right??i dont know...being down to earth is not something one would admit..
what has been goin on with me lately?..over the weekend, i bought some clothes...my fren barbara just called n both she n shiva r in kl..yay!!im meeting up with them this thurs...yay!...i totally went out of topic right..hahaha....!!

some thing to waste 10mins of my time

Name one person who made you smilelast night.- eric

What were you doing at 8:00 thismorning? sleepin

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? on9

What is the last thing you said aloud? dun rememberlar

How many different things did youdrink today? 3

What color is your hairbrush? light blue

What was the last thing you paid for? food

Where were you last night? home

What color is your front door? its brown..wooden

Where do you keep your change? pocket, wallet

What is the weather like today? really screwed

What is the best ice cream flavor? butter pecan..choc..

What is something you are excitedabout? im not excited abt anything right now

Do you want to cut your hair? yeah..soon..b4 i leave

Are you over the age of 25? long way 2 go

Do you talk a lot? YES!

Do you work out? yup

Do you make up your own words? sometimes

Are you typically a jealous person? not really

Name a friend whose name starts withthe letter 'S' sam

Name a friend whose name starts withthe letter “K”: kershia

Who’s the 1st person on your receivedcalls list? mum

What did the last text message youreceived say? oh god..it was horrible..im not gonna ans this!

Do you chew on your straws? sometimes

Do you have curly hair? yeah

where is the next place you’re going? bed

Who is the rudest person in your life? emm..

What is the last thing you ate? curry mee

Is marriage in your future? hopefully

What is the best movie you’ve seen? the notebook..alot morelar

Is there anyone you like right now? nope

when was the last time you did the dishes? lunchtime

Are you currently depressed? not really

Did you cry today? no

Why did you answer and post this? because im on a sem break and i am bored of shopping and watching astro!

isnt she the cutest thing??thats lizzie..

ocean's 13

george clooney, matt damon or brad pitt?emm...i would go for george..yeah, he is the oldest but he does look better i think..i am a huge fan..i think its the smile..charming yet mischevious..hahahha..i was a ER fan too..most of y'all would probably choose brad pitt..yeah..he is cute n all but george is better!

omg!im bored to death!!!i have absolutely ntg to do..tv..same shows keep repeating...what am i to do???argghhhh...!!!

lovestoned/i think she knows..the video is out and its awesome..!!!so different..a lot of blue though, which is always good!!yay!

Never Again lyrics by Kelly Clarkson

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her
you think of me
I would never wish bad things
But I don’t wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
Cause I knew what you’d say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try to make it all okay

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth
She deserves you
A trophy wife
Oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes
And he’s through with you
And he’ll be through with you
You’ll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn’t say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
[ Never Again lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Repent your self away

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
they may believe you
But I never will
Never again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Does it hurt
To know ill never be there
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
I Never Will
I never will
Never again

justin timberlake is coming to malaysia???WHAT?yeah..elaine said she read it in a chinese newspaper but so far..i havent heard abt it yet!november 16th somemore..i will be in UK..(sobbing continiously) OMG..i might have a severe breakdown..seriously..

i saw this show yest and i realised that there are actually children around the world, who like to read but that they dont have the materials..it is sad actually..i love to read, if i didnt have any books, i would be devastated too..but the saddest thing is that there are actually ppl out there who have the money to buy books..but they dont because they dont enjoy reading as much as some ppl do..
books as i see it..are damn important..need i tell u y? so,ppl..DONATE the books you no longer need or if u have some extra cash, get some books and send them over to orphanages around the country..books are not that expensive..childrens books are moderately priced..so do the right thing and donate at least one book, to put a smile on a childs face..

im quitting coffee?

everyone who knws me is probably aware of the fact that im addicted to coffee..i like it black and with sugar..also luv latte's and the caramel macchiato at starbucks!..but today, i decided to cut back a little and im proud of what i have achieved so far..24 hours has passed and i havent had a single sip of coffee..YAY me! im not saying im quitting coffee forever..cos that is quite impossible but im trying to drink less of it..instead,im drinking green tea..which is suppose to be good for u in a billion ways and it encourages weight loss, which is always good by the way...

im blogging?

im blogging??gosh..im really bored!see..i on a sem break..and i have absolutely ntg do to...im feel like such a nerd..without my books n all im really bored..omg..the results came out n it wasnt exactly what i expected..it wasnt that bad but i was suprised that by afternoon my results had changed..yeah..its a conspiracy to fail students, im convinced.Although i didnt fail..my results sort of degraded and that is never good...i not gonna mention names here..(dont wanna start a defamation filled drama) ,being a drama queen(sometimes)..i freaked out..wait..im still freaking out..i have to wait till the moderated results come out though! its not the first time this happened..to me ya..but it happened to my friends before..so..i dont knw..??