I heard some devastating news yest, that my lecturer, Mr.Ananth had passed on. He was the best lecturer on could ask for,for he really cared about his students and made an effort to know them. His classes were always filled with laughter- You'll always be remembered sir, for affecting so many of us, for helping us get where we are today. We could never thank you enough. Hope you are smiling down on us, rest in peace sir.

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

I honor the man who is willing to sinkHalf his present repute for the freedom to think,And, when he has thought, be his cause strong or weak,Will risk t'other half for the freedom to speak,Caring naught for what vengeance the mob has in store,Let that mob be the upper ten thousand or lower. ~ James Russell Lowell ~

i want to make everyday count for some reason. I think of what i am about to say before i say it nowdays and i try my hardest to be calm when ppl are being a pain-for some reason i am doing all this because i think its gonna matter somehow.

i am about 2000 miles away from you but what good is it doing me. You're out there giving someone the suprise of their lifetime on their birthday and i am here,on a friday night,in front of my laptop listening to Matt Morris sing Hallelujah and Mark Salling giving homage. Gosh,i need to watch Glee now.

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City. Just plain beautiful.

i love the song-fight for this love,everyline is so true! anyways, i havent had the time to tell all of my friends this but pls dont get pissed at me for not telling u guys in person, it has all been happening so fast- i am moving to hong kong to be with my family. i made that decision literally 2 days ago and im leaving this sat bt i will be back on the 9th before the final move.
That means i wont be able to see you when you come down[Im sorry:(] i will be making a trip to penang to see all my friends and for those who are in kl..I will lunch will ALL of you before i leave for sure k..*promise*
I am going to miss so many people here, i am going to miss my job since the ppl there have been awfully nice to me.
you guys are probably wondering why i made this decision,ok here goes, last fri i had difficulty breathing so i rushed myself to the hospital,turns out i have bronchitis plus some sort of bacterial infection in my lungs..so my mum came rushing back and thus my decision to move,do the hk bar and practice there. i will come back someday,for sure.
it saddens me deeply to leave but a part of me is relieved that i will be with my family..so to AA,AL,CM,RS,DW,CC,DS,BA-i will miss u guys the most!but the good times will continue some day..!*Lotsa love and hugs*

Fight for this love-Cheryl Cole

Everything I can't have-Robin Thicke
LOOOOOOOVE IT!

12 days into the new year and my year has given me nothing to jump out and about,just yet. I am looking forward to the chinese new year hols,no,not cos i celebrate but cos my family will be back in malaysia!and annu is coming back too..yay!now,thats something to look forward to ,dontcha think?
My days have been mediocre,blah sometimes. Anyways,the guitarist from MJ's This is It,rocks. Her single According to you is kickass. Her name is Orianthi by the way.

What has been going on so far in the political world doesnt deserve a mention in my blog as i am appalled by the mockery some are allowed to make out of our legal system. I am not one for ISA but where is it when its desperately needed? With that said, i wont comment on it any further!

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Henri Nouwen.

I want to thank the people that have stood by my side throughout the awful times this past year. Thank you for choosing the perfect things to say. Things might still be horrid but hey, the year is almost coming to an end, its the perfect reason to start anew. We'll get through it together. Now remember, tis the season to be jolly,lets not sulk and I wish all of you great success, countless moments of wisdom,phenomenal days + all the happiness one can handle for the new year. Have a great one y'all.

Lotsa Love,

Patricia!

Rants,Christmas and The Good Riddance of 2009.

for the past couple of months,ntg seems the way it should be but one can only dwell so much on the negative until u just want to think happy thoughts. Yeap,parts of this post is not goin to make much sense, but thats just me complaining.
I reckon i should get one of those white complain bands you know, the one where u wear on your right hand and if you complain,switch it to the left, and back and forth until you can stop complaining for 21days straight.

Every year i look forward to christmas but this year, i m ABSOLUTELY(CANT STOP BEING ON A SUGAR RUSH) EXCITED for christmas cos when the goin gets tough, i hardly talk abt it, i just have a good time and forget abt it. 2009 is not a year i would like to remember. It was not an OK year for me. It still isnt. Thats why i cant wait for 2010 where i plan to plan less and just be more spontenous,less paranoid and just to go with the freaking flow. And yeah, i plan to think less to. Not everything has to be thought out to the core right?

But nonetheless I am extremely grateful for many many things, for my family and for the many things i have overcomed this year, truly what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. Im grateful for the safety,health and happiness of my loved ones, after all, that is the only important thing to me.

james morrison-pieces dont fit anymore
paloma faith-new york
john mayer-who says
leona lewis-happy
emmy rossum-slow me down
the perishers-nothing like you and i
thriving ivory-twilight

I WANT TO STOP THINKING,

FOR A LIL BIT.

to me, being myself is one of the most important things. I have my own opinions about things,sometimes they agree with the general society but mostly they dont. So, i agree to disagree most of the time. My friends and i talk about everything from politics to euthanasia, and mostly our opinions differ but that doesnt mean that our general perspective towards life is different. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I was brought up to respect the opinions and differences even though i couldnt agree with them.

In addition to that, i just wanted to say that in conjuction with , respect those around you in spite of their differences.