Rants,Christmas and The Good Riddance of 2009.

for the past couple of months,ntg seems the way it should be but one can only dwell so much on the negative until u just want to think happy thoughts. Yeap,parts of this post is not goin to make much sense, but thats just me complaining.
I reckon i should get one of those white complain bands you know, the one where u wear on your right hand and if you complain,switch it to the left, and back and forth until you can stop complaining for 21days straight.

Every year i look forward to christmas but this year, i m ABSOLUTELY(CANT STOP BEING ON A SUGAR RUSH) EXCITED for christmas cos when the goin gets tough, i hardly talk abt it, i just have a good time and forget abt it. 2009 is not a year i would like to remember. It was not an OK year for me. It still isnt. Thats why i cant wait for 2010 where i plan to plan less and just be more spontenous,less paranoid and just to go with the freaking flow. And yeah, i plan to think less to. Not everything has to be thought out to the core right?

But nonetheless I am extremely grateful for many many things, for my family and for the many things i have overcomed this year, truly what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. Im grateful for the safety,health and happiness of my loved ones, after all, that is the only important thing to me.