i just read a friends blog and i found a line in her entry-its ok not to be ok.

My Soul gave me good counsel, teaching me that the lamp which I carry does not belong to me, and the song that I sing was not generated from within me.

music everyone should listen to- Paloma Faith's. She rocks.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.It doesn't matter much to me. (J.Lennon)

you asked me why i am angry,so this is it, you didnt fight for it. You just gave up,just like that. You didnt even put up a fight before you waived the white flag. So,im not mad that you lost...im disappointed that you gave up.

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All i ever talked about was the holidays..this is it,how come i am super bored?

When a million things are changing all at once, should i be worried that it is never going to be the same? Some of my dearest friends told me to embrace the changes and others told me to let go.
But when i think back, things were never normal to begin with so i think i'll be ok with a little bit of change. They say its a good thing after all.

Time is moving just a little too fast for my liking,i want to freeze it and remember every second.

updates

its over!!its finally over!im talking about my clp la..ntg else. im super stoked about it being over because i can finally have a life again. i could never see clp as just another exam, cos it wasnt..it was THE EXAM..the one everyone failed..dreaded..everything!
ok enuf sadness..back to the good stuff!went shopping today wif my mum, although i didnt get everything i was looking for..im satisfied,for now..lol..
im going for dinner in abit wit a couple of good frens and then im off to HK for a week or so..its gonna be fun!
when i come back, going to penang..then kk..my plan is to do as much travelling as i can in this two months..then its back to countless hours of busy-ness.

im not one for giving up but when the odds are these much stacked against you, what can you really do? trying to be positive requires a constant effort and as though i dont have much to do already..
but i think i'll be ok,i'll persevere and whatever the outcome is i'll just deal with it,do i have another option?
Beyond a certain point there is no return. This point has to be reached. ~ Franz Kafka

once this is over, im gonna be needing some major retail therapy.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
-Reinhold Niebuhr

randomness at its best..

what do u do when you've got so much to do that you dont know where to start?you stop and think about all of these things..at least i am now..

im just taking each day as it comes, not thinking about tomorrow. He( William McFee) did say that the world belongs to the enthusiast who keeps cool and if fate means you to lose, give him a good fight anyhow.