im not one for giving up but when the odds are these much stacked against you, what can you really do? trying to be positive requires a constant effort and as though i dont have much to do already..
but i think i'll be ok,i'll persevere and whatever the outcome is i'll just deal with it,do i have another option?
Beyond a certain point there is no return. This point has to be reached. ~ Franz Kafka

once this is over, im gonna be needing some major retail therapy.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
-Reinhold Niebuhr

randomness at its best..

what do u do when you've got so much to do that you dont know where to start?you stop and think about all of these things..at least i am now..

im just taking each day as it comes, not thinking about tomorrow. He( William McFee) did say that the world belongs to the enthusiast who keeps cool and if fate means you to lose, give him a good fight anyhow.

today was really eye opening to me..someone really close to me mentioned some things i never thought id ever hear coming from him and im conciously vowing to change that part of me. Learning to let go is step one. step 2- dont try being friends,step 3- stop thinking about it.

i need a break but i dont have the time for one. gosh. the weather sucks. how i wish i was laying in a beach somewhere right now..yup 2 more months and thats where im gonna be, hopefully.

Earth Hour Malaysia

Hey everyone, just to tell those who havent already heard about, Earth Hour Malaysia is about doing your bit for the enviroment and turning off the lights in your house for one hour on the 28th of March from 8.30pm-9.30 pm.

It makes a big dfference and its a great way to raise awareness in malaysia. So spread the word and do your part.

For more information,visit http://www.earthhour.org.my/main.php

happy valentines day ppl!

Waking Up

TIME PASSES.EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls,but pass it does. Even for me.

Canon in D major by Pachelbel is the most beautiful thing ive ever heard.

Christmas gift suggestions:

To your enemy, forgiveness.
To an opponent, tolerance.
To a friend, your heart.
To a customer, service.
To all, charity.
To every child, a good example.
To yourself, respect.

~Oren Arnold ~

Merry Christmas everyone..

listening to classics on christmas during twilight

it has been quite some time since i blogged and in that time, ive started listening to classical and i never thought i would say this but i actually like it very much..its relaxing!


now..lets talk abt twilight for a second..i wanted to read the books so badly before i watched the movie bt the whole damn kl was out of stock and i had no patience whatsoever and i watched the movie.i freakin love it..so ppl say its boring bt i dun think so at all..the books must be alllllottt better-cant wait. (plus that dude is cute and he sings well too)


christmas is around the corner and ive been shoppin,baking,decorating then some more shopping.

Another day,another drama...

yesterday,the lamp post behind my hse caught on fire!i am not exaggerating...it was seriously on fire and i called the emergency line frm my cell..u knw that 112 number, and guess what,i was put on hold..like what the heck.."hello,yes,i have an emergency...hold pls..(lets just wait for the tree to catch on fire before we get serious abt anything)"okla..im being melodramatic..but still..

then moments later,the cabel snapped and landed on someone's gate and naturally the cable was on fire,since electricity was still flowing through it. I pity the ppl in the hse,they obviously couldnt touch the gate as it was metal...and thats when i was put through the fire dept..they came they saw and they put the fire out.

my thoughts and prayers go out to a couple of my closest friends who are going through some rough times...it will get better guys..keep holding on..