today...nisha took me out for lunch..she is actually my mum's sis..making her my aunt but we practically grew up together so she is more of a cousin..sort of thing..so we went to tgi's n the food was really crappy today..dessert was good..but thats ntg cos u can never go wrong with chocolate but the main course was cold..n tasteless!!but it didnt really matter cos we had tons of fun anyhow..i would post pics but i forgot to take my camera along!!

ps..elaine!let go sum place else this wed for lunch!

i was reading elaine's blog n she posted a list of all the things she is gonna miss..omg..i think i will miss my family..friends n my dogs the most..ntg else...wait,maybe the weather!!n my mum's cooking!!

i so feel like eating this now!! all ur fault elaine!!..i forgot what its called but i call it...guilty filled chocolate covered coffee ice cream heaven.......yummmy!!

dammit!!i just found out that the roe n i r gonna be missing out on the ballon festival at bristol!!its alredi over..so sad!!!i really wanted to see itlar..maybe next year then...

the other day,i realised something i should have already realised a long time ago..its not like i didnt know,i just didnt notice! im talking about being a really positive person..i am,im telling u..if u know me!i hate to dwell on the down side of life..thats just the way i am..once a while,maybe more that u would like it to happen,u will come across bumps in life..that doesnt mean u shud stop thinking of what lies ahead!!..ok maybe im not making sense right now..whateverlar..

if u ask me, i would say that now is a good time to start freaking out..!being that i only have abt a week or so left..before i actually leave..im excited but im terribly anxious as well..its not gonna be easy..!!not at all..

"Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough...." William Saroyan

"I have always been a Laugher, disturbing people who are not laughers, upsetting whole audiences at theatres... I laugh, that's all. I love to laugh. Laugher to me is being alive. I have had rotten times, and I have laughed through them. Even in the midst of the very worst times I have laughed." william saroyan

as though he knew i was feeling down,

he called and put a smile on my face.

for that i thank you..

you know who you are,

so thank you.

im getting really frustrated with the whole visa application thing..i have been calling since yest n they just wont pick up or the line is busy!how the hell am i suppose to knw if my visa is done???checking online is impossible since the system has been down since forever!!aaarrrgggggggg!!!!

my flight has been changed..now im gonna fly with mas instead of emirates..direct flight, no transits,no hassle!but im gonna be leaving a whole day earlier..im leaving on the 14th at 12pm now..

i woke up real early this morn..day to do my visa..i was the first one there which meant i finished fast too..which was good..now comes the worst part..the waiting part..aarrgghh..

im leaving soon though..a few days short of a month..tomoro,we r throwing annu a suprise parrtty..at her place..lots of chit chatting till the wee hours of the morn..lol cant wait!

i miss the beach...i just wanna lay on a clean beach..i wanna go back to penang...aarrgghh...the nearest beach from kl is pd..n i dun like it there.. wat to do?????

ps: if ur gonna go all out to ignore me,atleast let me know the damn reason first.i aint psychic!

im not sure if its the right thing to do but it doesnt feel wrong, so im going ahead! anyways..its exactly one month from today that im gonna be leaving..it feels weird..im leaving..its not that ive never left before but now this time, im leaving my family,my home..im not sad abt it just a bit reluctant..

the cake annu n i baked for my grandma!NICE OR NOT??butter vanilla with vanilla frosting..absolutely superB!

lazy..lazy friday...

emm..i feel so tired..there is no reason as to why i should be but i just am...maybe im just feeling lazy..yeah thats more like it..im lazy today...yesterday..i went out with elaine, ee chin and daphne for lunch..fridays..the dessert was yummy!!! something chocolatie..mocha..but it as delicious!! guiltly delicious!
today i m suppose to go out with annu, shop for some shoes..clothes and just hang out..later only though..