Everything has been moving so fast lately but I can't help feeling sombre. The past month has been ntg but horrendous but yet I am thankful for all that I have everyday. Perhaps it's nt fair for me to complaint. On a lighter note, Christmas is around the corner and that will cheer everything up for sure..till then,have a great one:)

I miss parts of it,
The telephone conversations,
The good nights,
The I need to talk to u n only you,
I miss it,parts of it.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Edward Estlin Cummings

To my baby cousin sister,you will forever remain in our hearts,
Pink and yellow flowers we will always have for you.
With all the love in the world,may you rest in peace.

When everything has fallen apart,the easiest thing to do will be to pick it back up. But I'm nt too sure I want to. I miss it terribly,it's painful but I think this is the time for me to take a stand and say it's over.saying it alone is difficult. But I guess this is it,it's over.

its has been a bit of a whirlwind lately. all's good though..!i wake up everyday feeling positive nowdays and i make it a point to feel that way..i have always been an advocate of positive thinking but i never practiced what i preached until now and i must say, it does work..mind over matter!
nevertheless,drama has occasionally creeped up on me, i've seen the true colors of someone i use to call my friend and well, that's about it. forgive and forget?erm,forgive and stay the hell away but never be too stupid to forget!i am still very angry about it but i know that i have gotta to let it go, so i am gonna.
on a lighter note, its november already, that was fast innit?i cant wait for christmas, i cant wait to see my darlings..

it has been an awesome ,awesome week.Regardless of the fact that ive been running around KL doing paperwork,its all WORTH IT!

To all in the same boat,congratulations a million times over u guys!we did it:)

In Loving Memory

Cynthia Rylant once said that,God turns clouds inside out to make fluffy beds for the dogs in Dog Heaven, and when they are tired from running and barking and eating ham-sandwich biscuits, the dogs find a cloud bed for sleeping. God watches over each one of them. And there are no bad dreams.

It has been 2 years since Alex left us and we still miss her everyday. It will never get easier but knowing that she is in a better place is a comfort. Love always...

Rainy Saturday Night in Playlist!

1.Jamie Scott & The Town- London Town
2.Dave Barnes-God gave me you
3.The Perishers-Nothing like you and I
4.Blue October-Hate Me
5.Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes And Chocolate Milk
6.Duffy-Stepping Stone
7.Anna Nalick-Breathe(2AM)
8.Kings of Leon-Use Somebody
9.Steve Martin,Vince Gill& Dolly Parton-Pretty Flowers
10.Drake-Find your Love

Better late than never

Once one is caught up into the material world not one person in ten thousand finds the time to form literary taste, to examine the validity of philosophic concepts for himself, or to form what, for lack of a better phrase, I might call the wise and tragic sense of life.
~ F. Scott Fitzgerald ~

I totally agree with that quote. The man wrote one of the greatest books of all time, The Great Gatsby, i am pretty sure he knows what he is talking about. We tend to blindly follow the masses. Oblivious or naive? i care not to find out. I just hope once in a while, someone realises that some things are most important and do something that can actually made a difference.

With that said i'd like to thank those who put so much effort and attention to raise awareness on our wildlife laws which begun with the tiger issue. To see the Wildlife Conservation Act now in force reflects all your hard work!A little late but nevertheless, congratulations:)

i am finally settled in my new place!and i LOVE IT:) a hsewarming party is in the plans but when i can throw it has yet to be decided. Work starts again soon. A part of me is really looking forward to it, another is just urghhh.

I have a lil cuzzie on the way. My aunty is due real soon!cant wait to meet him/her! planning to make pink and blue cupcakes for her baby shower since we dont know if its gonna be a lil girl or boy.

I'm bruised again,
I wear it well,
The self-inflicted tale they tell.
I singed my hair,
I broke my nails.
You'd love me then,
If all else failed.
The night was long and dark and just
Another dagger to my trust.
I thrust it in until I bleed
I wiped my point for you to see.
And anyway,It's over now.
Nothing left to say.I don't know why,
I don't care how,
It's over anyway.
It's broken in pieces .
You've got the space you needed.
Too late to try,
Just say good-bye
It's over anyway.~Alicia Witt~

Daughtry-Over You..

Im so over it...this time.

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
[ Over You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Feeling a little Blah, a little like i am on repeat...But nevertheless, i am still gonna do it this time..No other options.
To those with me on this ride,just stay strong and persist. We'll make it through. It has been one hell of a year innit? And its just JULY!!

“Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race” ~Calvin Coolidge~

Airplanes-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
B.o.b. Airplanes lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/bob-airplanes-lyrics.html
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Airplane-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)