Small Doses of Life

2010-12-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

Everything has been moving so fast lately but I can't help feeling sombre. The past month has been ntg but horrendous but yet I am thankful for all that I have everyday. Perhaps it's nt fair for me to complaint. On a lighter note, Christmas is around the corner and that will cheer everything up for sure..till then,have a great one:)

2010-11-22T20:42:00.001+08:00

I miss parts of it,
The telephone conversations,
The good nights,
The I need to talk to u n only you,
I miss it,parts of it.

2010-11-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Edward Estlin Cummings

To my baby cousin sister,you will forever remain in our hearts,
Pink and yellow flowers we will always have for you.
With all the love in the world,may you rest in peace.

2010-11-07T16:37:00.003+08:00

When everything has fallen apart,the easiest thing to do will be to pick it back up. But I'm nt too sure I want to. I miss it terribly,it's painful but I think this is the time for me to take a stand and say it's over.saying it alone is difficult. But I guess this is it,it's over.

2010-11-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

its has been a bit of a whirlwind lately. all's good though..!i wake up everyday feeling positive nowdays and i make it a point to feel that way..i have always been an advocate of positive thinking but i never practiced what i preached until now and i must say, it does work..mind over matter!
nevertheless,drama has occasionally creeped up on me, i've seen the true colors of someone i use to call my friend and well, that's about it. forgive and forget?erm,forgive and stay the hell away but never be too stupid to forget!i am still very angry about it but i know that i have gotta to let it go, so i am gonna.
on a lighter note, its november already, that was fast innit?i cant wait for christmas, i cant wait to see my darlings..

2010-10-10T18:37:00.002+08:00

it has been an awesome ,awesome week.Regardless of the fact that ive been running around KL doing paperwork,its all WORTH IT!

To all in the same boat,congratulations a million times over u guys!we did it:)

In Loving Memory

2010-09-28T12:14:00.003+08:00

Cynthia Rylant once said that,God turns clouds inside out to make fluffy beds for the dogs in Dog Heaven, and when they are tired from running and barking and eating ham-sandwich biscuits, the dogs find a cloud bed for sleeping. God watches over each one of them. And there are no bad dreams.

It has been 2 years since Alex left us and we still miss her everyday. It will never get easier but knowing that she is in a better place is a comfort. Love always...

Rainy Saturday Night in Playlist!

2010-09-25T21:20:00.003+08:00

1.Jamie Scott & The Town- London Town
2.Dave Barnes-God gave me you
3.The Perishers-Nothing like you and I
4.Blue October-Hate Me
5.Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes And Chocolate Milk
6.Duffy-Stepping Stone
7.Anna Nalick-Breathe(2AM)
8.Kings of Leon-Use Somebody
9.Steve Martin,Vince Gill& Dolly Parton-Pretty Flowers
10.Drake-Find your Love

Better late than never

2010-09-24T19:39:00.003+08:00

Once one is caught up into the material world not one person in ten thousand finds the time to form literary taste, to examine the validity of philosophic concepts for himself, or to form what, for lack of a better phrase, I might call the wise and tragic sense of life.
~ F. Scott Fitzgerald ~

I totally agree with that quote. The man wrote one of the greatest books of all time, The Great Gatsby, i am pretty sure he knows what he is talking about. We tend to blindly follow the masses. Oblivious or naive? i care not to find out. I just hope once in a while, someone realises that some things are most important and do something that can actually made a difference.

With that said i'd like to thank those who put so much effort and attention to raise awareness on our wildlife laws which begun with the tiger issue. To see the Wildlife Conservation Act now in force reflects all your hard work!A little late but nevertheless, congratulations:)

2010-09-23T14:42:00.002+08:00

i am finally settled in my new place!and i LOVE IT:) a hsewarming party is in the plans but when i can throw it has yet to be decided. Work starts again soon. A part of me is really looking forward to it, another is just urghhh.

I have a lil cuzzie on the way. My aunty is due real soon!cant wait to meet him/her! planning to make pink and blue cupcakes for her baby shower since we dont know if its gonna be a lil girl or boy.

2010-08-21T16:43:00.001+08:00

I'm bruised again,
I wear it well,
The self-inflicted tale they tell.
I singed my hair,
I broke my nails.
You'd love me then,
If all else failed.
The night was long and dark and just
Another dagger to my trust.
I thrust it in until I bleed
I wiped my point for you to see.
And anyway,It's over now.
Nothing left to say.I don't know why,
I don't care how,
It's over anyway.
It's broken in pieces .
You've got the space you needed.
Too late to try,
Just say good-bye
It's over anyway.~Alicia Witt~

Daughtry-Over You..

2010-07-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

Im so over it...this time.

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
[ Over You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

2010-07-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

Feeling a little Blah, a little like i am on repeat...But nevertheless, i am still gonna do it this time..No other options.
To those with me on this ride,just stay strong and persist. We'll make it through. It has been one hell of a year innit? And its just JULY!!

“Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race” ~Calvin Coolidge~

Airplanes-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

2010-06-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
B.o.b. Airplanes lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/bob-airplanes-lyrics.html
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Airplane-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

2010-06-19T18:13:00.001+08:00

2010-06-13T19:27:00.003+08:00

ONCE AGAIN PPL, PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION BELOW, TO PREVENT ANIMAL TESTING-

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/StopPlansForAnimalTestingMalaysia

WHILE YOU ARE AT IT, CHECK OUT THE ARTICLE ABOUT THE LAB IN BUKIT MERTAJAM. THEY TEST ON DOGS AMONGST OTHER ANIMALS, IT IS UNACCEPTABLE.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/12/nation/6459019&sec=nation

2010-06-13T19:19:00.002+08:00

im having one of those days again. Maybe its a good idea to fly back home for a bit. Just to see my family and dogs. But flying back would mean leaving things here unfinished. Once again, im at a cross road!what to do?what to do?Perhaps its time for me to have that talk again, yeah, i think i should.

On a less random note,i am missing SO MANY of my friends right now!Barb,come back to kl soon will u!im in dire need to catch up with u..
Cristin!Where are u actually?in S'pore?i've tweeted u but noooo reeepppllyy??text me ur num will ya?
Annu,I just miss u!ahahhhahaha..

2010-06-08T20:31:00.001+08:00

My Best Days are Ahead of Me-Danny Gokey

Blowing out the candles
on another birthday cake
Old enough to look back and laugh at my mistakes
Young enough to look at the future and like what I see
My best days are ahead of me

Life hasn't always been a party
but mostly it's been good
There's only one or two things that I'd change if I could
I dont get lost in the past or get stuck in some sad memory yah
My best days are ahead of me

Age ain't nothing but a number
Sometimes I have to wonder
What does it really mean
But heeeey im still putting it together
I keep getting better
if I keep getting better
I can be whatever I want to be
My best days are ahead of me

Age ain't nothing but a number
Sometimes I have to wonder
What does it really mean
But heeeey im still putting it together
I keep getting better
if I keep getting better
I can be whatever I want to be
My best days are ahead of me

I've got sunsets to witness
dreams to dance with
beaches to walk on
and lovers to kiss
there's a whole lot of world out there
that I can't wait to see
My best days are ahead of me
My best days are ahead of me

2010-06-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

Knowledge is meaningful only if it is reflected in action. The human race has found out the hard way that we are what we do, not just what we think. This is true for kids and adults — for schoolrooms and nations.
~ Robert Fulghum ~

if you could do one thing after reading this post, PLEASE SIGN THIS PETITION and make a difference by raising awareness. Signing this will bring us a step closer to eliminating all forms of animal abuse!Every signature makes a difference..so go ahead, sign it--->

Stop Plans To Build An Animal-Testing Laboratory

Petition To Amend Malaysia's REVISED ANIMALS ACT 1953

2010-06-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

When you lose the privilege of being suprised,being excited or just laughing for no reason at all, you've lost the ability to enjoy life.

Someday-Ricky Nelson

2010-05-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

I know that someday you'll want me to want you
When I'm in love with somebody new
You expect me to be true and keep on loving you
Though I am feeling blue, you think I can't forget you
Until someday, you'll want me to want youWhen I'm in love with somebody new
Although you don't want me now
I'll get along somehowAnd then I won't want you
I know that someday you'll want me to want you
When I'm in love with somebody new
Although you don't want me now
Oh, I'll get along somehow
And then I won't want you...

2010-05-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.
~ Bob Dylan ~

so, how many times must i tell you before you hear me?
how many times must you fall down before you learn to stand up on your own?

2010-05-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

i decided that i am gonna ♥ my life today.

2010-05-21T13:20:00.001+08:00

In all the world,there is no heart for me like yours
In all the world, there is no love for you like mine.

Maya Angelou

2010-05-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
Maya Angelou

2010-05-10T10:58:00.001+08:00

i should have been chasing you,
you should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me..
All we'd ever need-Lady Antebellum

2010-05-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Il n'est pas nécessaire d'être amoureux pour obtenir son cœur brisé, mais si elle est, s'il vous plaît Dieu, laissez-la vivre à travers lui ..

2010-04-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

"The nicest Thing about being Happy is that You think You'll never be Unhappy Again.
We must be kidding ourselves to believe that, the most fragile thing in life besides life itself is happiness. It must be treated with extreme caution and watched upon at all times"He Said.

2010-04-15T19:23:00.001+08:00

To be angry is easy. But to be angry with the right man at the right time and in the right manner, that is not easy.

2010-04-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

No matter what you or anyone else does, there will be someone who says that there's something bad about it.Whenever somebody comes up with a good idea, there's somebody else who has never had a good idea in his life who stands up and says, "Oh, you can't do that..."
~ Tom Clancy ~

2010-04-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life — It goes on. ~ Robert Frost

He said it exactly the way i thought it should be said. The last couple of months have been anything but good but it will go on nonetheless. My mind is telling me its not ready for the level of stress that is heading my way but i cant prevent it,might as well embrace and make the best out of it. I learned to make the best out of things i cannot change a long time ago and it was a hard lesson to learn i must say.

For my friends who are with me for this ride, may we squeeze the hell out of the lemons life is handing us!

2010-03-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

Laughter is wine for the soul – laughter soft, or loud and deep, tinged through with seriousness. Comedy and tragedy step through life together, arm in arm, all along, out along, down along lea. A laugh is a great natural stimulator, a pushful entry into life; and once we can laugh, we can live. It is the hilarious declaration made by man that life is worth living.~ Seán O'Casey ~

2010-03-20T19:28:00.003+08:00

Earlier today, i passed by a building,it looked interesting,so i looked inside, and there they were..a group of guys in gym attire playing volleyball. Oh,did i mention that the whole lot were good looking guys with really big biceps?Yeah, i know..i thought i was witnessing a movie shoot or something..No Kidding! Then i walked pass the front of the building and there it was,the sign which read..Central Fire Station! I never knew fire fighters looked as good as they did in movies, in real life..!

i kinda love this song for the things he says..

2010-03-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

Who I am- Nick Jonas and The Administration

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when your gone.
I'm losing my breath,
I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again
I want someone to love me
For who I amI want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
(Are you gonna love me, Yeah)(For who I am)
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I amYeah, who I am.

2010-03-09T16:44:00.001+08:00

2010-03-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

i promise to stand by you through thick and thin
i promise to lift your head high and wipe the tears away
i promise you i'll help you up again,
For you mean the world to me and there is ntg i wont do to keep my world happy.
Love you, A.

2010-03-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

I heard some devastating news yest, that my lecturer, Mr.Ananth had passed on. He was the best lecturer on could ask for,for he really cared about his students and made an effort to know them. His classes were always filled with laughter- You'll always be remembered sir, for affecting so many of us, for helping us get where we are today. We could never thank you enough. Hope you are smiling down on us, rest in peace sir.

2010-03-02T14:34:00.002+08:00

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

2010-02-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

I honor the man who is willing to sinkHalf his present repute for the freedom to think,And, when he has thought, be his cause strong or weak,Will risk t'other half for the freedom to speak,Caring naught for what vengeance the mob has in store,Let that mob be the upper ten thousand or lower. ~ James Russell Lowell ~

2010-02-16T21:47:00.001+08:00

i want to make everyday count for some reason. I think of what i am about to say before i say it nowdays and i try my hardest to be calm when ppl are being a pain-for some reason i am doing all this because i think its gonna matter somehow.

2010-02-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

i am about 2000 miles away from you but what good is it doing me. You're out there giving someone the suprise of their lifetime on their birthday and i am here,on a friday night,in front of my laptop listening to Matt Morris sing Hallelujah and Mark Salling giving homage. Gosh,i need to watch Glee now.

2010-01-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City. Just plain beautiful.

2010-01-20T10:03:00.002+08:00

i love the song-fight for this love,everyline is so true! anyways, i havent had the time to tell all of my friends this but pls dont get pissed at me for not telling u guys in person, it has all been happening so fast- i am moving to hong kong to be with my family. i made that decision literally 2 days ago and im leaving this sat bt i will be back on the 9th before the final move.
That means i wont be able to see you when you come down[Im sorry:(] i will be making a trip to penang to see all my friends and for those who are in kl..I will lunch will ALL of you before i leave for sure k..*promise*
I am going to miss so many people here, i am going to miss my job since the ppl there have been awfully nice to me.
you guys are probably wondering why i made this decision,ok here goes, last fri i had difficulty breathing so i rushed myself to the hospital,turns out i have bronchitis plus some sort of bacterial infection in my lungs..so my mum came rushing back and thus my decision to move,do the hk bar and practice there. i will come back someday,for sure.
it saddens me deeply to leave but a part of me is relieved that i will be with my family..so to AA,AL,CM,RS,DW,CC,DS,BA-i will miss u guys the most!but the good times will continue some day..!*Lotsa love and hugs*

2010-01-20T09:44:00.001+08:00

Fight for this love-Cheryl Cole

2010-01-14T10:45:00.001+08:00

Everything I can't have-Robin Thicke
LOOOOOOOVE IT!

2010-01-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

12 days into the new year and my year has given me nothing to jump out and about,just yet. I am looking forward to the chinese new year hols,no,not cos i celebrate but cos my family will be back in malaysia!and annu is coming back too..yay!now,thats something to look forward to ,dontcha think?
My days have been mediocre,blah sometimes. Anyways,the guitarist from MJ's This is It,rocks. Her single According to you is kickass. Her name is Orianthi by the way.

What has been going on so far in the political world doesnt deserve a mention in my blog as i am appalled by the mockery some are allowed to make out of our legal system. I am not one for ISA but where is it when its desperately needed? With that said, i wont comment on it any further!

2009-12-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Henri Nouwen.

I want to thank the people that have stood by my side throughout the awful times this past year. Thank you for choosing the perfect things to say. Things might still be horrid but hey, the year is almost coming to an end, its the perfect reason to start anew. We'll get through it together. Now remember, tis the season to be jolly,lets not sulk and I wish all of you great success, countless moments of wisdom,phenomenal days + all the happiness one can handle for the new year. Have a great one y'all.

Lotsa Love,

Patricia!

Rants,Christmas and The Good Riddance of 2009.

2009-12-17T09:41:00.002+08:00

for the past couple of months,ntg seems the way it should be but one can only dwell so much on the negative until u just want to think happy thoughts. Yeap,parts of this post is not goin to make much sense, but thats just me complaining.
I reckon i should get one of those white complain bands you know, the one where u wear on your right hand and if you complain,switch it to the left, and back and forth until you can stop complaining for 21days straight.

Every year i look forward to christmas but this year, i m ABSOLUTELY(CANT STOP BEING ON A SUGAR RUSH) EXCITED for christmas cos when the goin gets tough, i hardly talk abt it, i just have a good time and forget abt it. 2009 is not a year i would like to remember. It was not an OK year for me. It still isnt. Thats why i cant wait for 2010 where i plan to plan less and just be more spontenous,less paranoid and just to go with the freaking flow. And yeah, i plan to think less to. Not everything has to be thought out to the core right?

But nonetheless I am extremely grateful for many many things, for my family and for the many things i have overcomed this year, truly what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. Im grateful for the safety,health and happiness of my loved ones, after all, that is the only important thing to me.

2009-12-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

james morrison-pieces dont fit anymore
paloma faith-new york
john mayer-who says
leona lewis-happy
emmy rossum-slow me down
the perishers-nothing like you and i
thriving ivory-twilight

2009-12-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO STOP THINKING,

FOR A LIL BIT.

2009-12-01T22:53:00.004+08:00

to me, being myself is one of the most important things. I have my own opinions about things,sometimes they agree with the general society but mostly they dont. So, i agree to disagree most of the time. My friends and i talk about everything from politics to euthanasia, and mostly our opinions differ but that doesnt mean that our general perspective towards life is different. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I was brought up to respect the opinions and differences even though i couldnt agree with them.

In addition to that, i just wanted to say that in conjuction with , respect those around you in spite of their differences.

2009-11-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

One of my favourite writers, Maya Angelou, once said,

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

If you're going to give me a lecture on something, i am willing to listen and learn, so long as you practice what you preach.

2009-11-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

Thank you for being there for me when i needed you the most for i am glad that you held my hand and made me laugh.

2009-11-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Václav Havel

Who says-John Mayer

2009-11-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

Who says I can’t be free?

From all of the things that I used to be

Re-write my history

Who says I can’t be free?

2009-10-30T02:19:00.001+08:00

i just read a friends blog and i found a line in her entry-its ok not to be ok.

2009-10-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

My Soul gave me good counsel, teaching me that the lamp which I carry does not belong to me, and the song that I sing was not generated from within me.

2009-10-23T02:09:00.001+08:00

music everyone should listen to- Paloma Faith's. She rocks.

2009-10-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.It doesn't matter much to me. (J.Lennon)

2009-09-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

you asked me why i am angry,so this is it, you didnt fight for it. You just gave up,just like that. You didnt even put up a fight before you waived the white flag. So,im not mad that you lost...im disappointed that you gave up.

2009-08-27T18:22:00.002+08:00

Check out this awesome software which changes ur ordinary pics to look like they were taken with a polaroid camera..the website is.. http://www.poladroid.net/..

2009-08-25T13:46:00.001+08:00

All i ever talked about was the holidays..this is it,how come i am super bored?

2009-08-19T03:34:00.002+08:00

When a million things are changing all at once, should i be worried that it is never going to be the same? Some of my dearest friends told me to embrace the changes and others told me to let go.
But when i think back, things were never normal to begin with so i think i'll be ok with a little bit of change. They say its a good thing after all.

2009-08-18T01:43:00.001+08:00

Time is moving just a little too fast for my liking,i want to freeze it and remember every second.

updates

2009-07-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

its over!!its finally over!im talking about my clp la..ntg else. im super stoked about it being over because i can finally have a life again. i could never see clp as just another exam, cos it wasnt..it was THE EXAM..the one everyone failed..dreaded..everything!
ok enuf sadness..back to the good stuff!went shopping today wif my mum, although i didnt get everything i was looking for..im satisfied,for now..lol..
im going for dinner in abit wit a couple of good frens and then im off to HK for a week or so..its gonna be fun!
when i come back, going to penang..then kk..my plan is to do as much travelling as i can in this two months..then its back to countless hours of busy-ness.

2009-07-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

im not one for giving up but when the odds are these much stacked against you, what can you really do? trying to be positive requires a constant effort and as though i dont have much to do already..
but i think i'll be ok,i'll persevere and whatever the outcome is i'll just deal with it,do i have another option?
Beyond a certain point there is no return. This point has to be reached. ~ Franz Kafka

2009-07-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

once this is over, im gonna be needing some major retail therapy.

2009-06-29T02:23:00.000+08:00

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
-Reinhold Niebuhr

randomness at its best..

2009-06-21T01:35:00.007+08:00

what do u do when you've got so much to do that you dont know where to start?you stop and think about all of these things..at least i am now..

2009-06-15T16:51:00.002+08:00

im just taking each day as it comes, not thinking about tomorrow. He( William McFee) did say that the world belongs to the enthusiast who keeps cool and if fate means you to lose, give him a good fight anyhow.

2009-05-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

today was really eye opening to me..someone really close to me mentioned some things i never thought id ever hear coming from him and im conciously vowing to change that part of me. Learning to let go is step one. step 2- dont try being friends,step 3- stop thinking about it.

2009-05-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

i need a break but i dont have the time for one. gosh. the weather sucks. how i wish i was laying in a beach somewhere right now..yup 2 more months and thats where im gonna be, hopefully.

Earth Hour Malaysia

2009-03-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone, just to tell those who havent already heard about, Earth Hour Malaysia is about doing your bit for the enviroment and turning off the lights in your house for one hour on the 28th of March from 8.30pm-9.30 pm.

It makes a big dfference and its a great way to raise awareness in malaysia. So spread the word and do your part.

For more information,visit http://www.earthhour.org.my/main.php

2009-02-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

happy valentines day ppl!

Waking Up

2009-02-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

TIME PASSES.EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls,but pass it does. Even for me.

2009-01-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

Canon in D major by Pachelbel is the most beautiful thing ive ever heard.

2008-12-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

Christmas gift suggestions:

To your enemy, forgiveness.
To an opponent, tolerance.
To a friend, your heart.
To a customer, service.
To all, charity.
To every child, a good example.
To yourself, respect.

~Oren Arnold ~

Merry Christmas everyone..

listening to classics on christmas during twilight

2008-12-16T23:26:00.006+08:00

it has been quite some time since i blogged and in that time, ive started listening to classical and i never thought i would say this but i actually like it very much..its relaxing!

now..lets talk abt twilight for a second..i wanted to read the books so badly before i watched the movie bt the whole damn kl was out of stock and i had no patience whatsoever and i watched the movie.i freakin love it..so ppl say its boring bt i dun think so at all..the books must be alllllottt better-cant wait. (plus that dude is cute and he sings well too)

christmas is around the corner and ive been shoppin,baking,decorating then some more shopping.

Another day,another drama...

2008-11-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday,the lamp post behind my hse caught on fire!i am not exaggerating...it was seriously on fire and i called the emergency line frm my cell..u knw that 112 number, and guess what,i was put on hold..like what the heck.."hello,yes,i have an emergency...hold pls..(lets just wait for the tree to catch on fire before we get serious abt anything)"okla..im being melodramatic..but still..

then moments later,the cabel snapped and landed on someone's gate and naturally the cable was on fire,since electricity was still flowing through it. I pity the ppl in the hse,they obviously couldnt touch the gate as it was metal...and thats when i was put through the fire dept..they came they saw and they put the fire out.

2008-11-05T22:30:00.001+08:00

my thoughts and prayers go out to a couple of my closest friends who are going through some rough times...it will get better guys..keep holding on..

In loving memory of my beautiful dog Alex...

2008-09-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

My dog Alex passed away today and im greatly saddened by this loss.She was the kindest,most beautiful and loyal dog.She was loved by everyone who met her. She will be forever remembered. I already miss her so much.I love you Alex.

2008-09-22T16:37:00.002+08:00

just this afternoon,i saw something im completely appalled by. it might not seem like a big deal to some of you out there but i think its something worth thinking abt. i saw this perfectly capable man coming out of an electrical store and he had someone carry his KETTLE for him. he was carrying nothing himself. was it necessary?a kettle?gosh...seriously, we should treat foreigners like how we treat everyone else.they are all people too.(the guy who carried the kettle was a foreigner la)

2008-09-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

hey!!i feel like it has been ages since ive blogged but i dont think it has really been that long la actually.anyways...i cannot wait for annu and aaron to come back cos its gonna be the first time in a whole year since the three of us got together..ive seen my brother in the last two months but annu,it has been over a year!!its gona be lotsa fun to hang out..

my classes are abt to start too..im a little anxious abt doing clp itself but the idea of starting at a new coll is fine with me..i knw so many people there already..i reckon its gonna be loads of fun.two of my good friends from alevels are also studying there...good times ahead..

a couple of relatives dropped by my hse earlier this evening and the topic at hand was palm reading..astrology and all that stuff. i wouldnt call myself an avid when it comes to all of this but lets just say im I curious enough. ive had my palm read a couple of times and eventhough the guy had good things to say, at the end of the day i was always dissappointed on the bad stuff supposedly coming my way.i always get over it la..
i dont think i want my palm or fortune or whatever to be read again..in no way am i being disrespectful to people who believe in this because i do to, to a certain extent. just putting that out there! maybe someday when im up for it.

cupcakes&the olympics

2008-08-18T14:51:00.003+08:00

i made cupcakes over the weekend cos i felt like it!ahhaha..really happy with the way they turned out..i used light pastel colours..tasted awesome oso la of course..lol

as for the games..chong wei played well last night and i think he should be given credit for getting malaysia a silver medal!!

2008-08-05T01:06:00.001+08:00

i had a blast at my birthday party..uploading the pics will take ages..so im gonna do it sum other time la..i had lotsa fun..now im looking forward to visiting annu..mini holiday.

2008-07-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

so i turned 21 yesterday..a BIG thank you to everyone who sent me wishes!!i didnt do much yesterday though( I was sick thats y) ..makaned with the family and my parents are throwing me a party this sat..(annu,i'll post lotsa pics for u-sooooo wish u could be here)its gonna be fun!
on a more serious note, i finally registered for clp today and classes will be starting in sept..the only thought i had while the guy was explainin eveything i already knew* here we go again..aarrrggghh!!*

to work or not to work?

2008-07-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

before i came back home, i was keen on working cos i could gain some legal experience..but since ive been home, ive been questioning my previous decision because ive heard how stressfull its gonna be juggling a job and clp simultaneously. its not like i didnt know clp is damn difficult n all that but hearing it frm ppl who have been thru it is nerve recking..right now, im dead in between.thoughts?

2008-07-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

Duffy's album Rockferry is phenomenal!i love it...im not sure how big she is here but her latest single is Warwick Avenue..its really good
Another one of my favourite songs right now is Chasing Pavements by Adele..

things ive done since i got back..

2008-07-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

1.ATE ATE ATE
2.chopped my hair off
3. visited all the significant shopping malls
4. Read the newspaper daily(i didnt do that much back in bristol)
5. visited family members n some friends..goin to png sumtime in aug to visit my besties!lol
thats abt it actually, n oh ya..i did go to the pasar malam..hahaha...

2008-06-21T23:15:00.001+08:00

my final year results came out today and im freaking happy,im officially a law graduate now!!got my degree and nw i can party stress free finally.

i'll be back soon

2008-06-14T17:07:00.002+08:00

im leaving bristol this monday and will be in kl by early tues morning..kinda sad to be leaving but excited to go home as well..cant wait to see everyone but terrified at the idea of the whole starting of a new phase thing..other than that, its all good...hate packing.

I've seen it!!

2008-06-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

the new Sex and the City film is fabulous!!must see. although its all predictable,it was still very exciting and i hear there is a sequel too..

here comes the waiting part..

2008-05-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

its all over. exams,uni,finals. im just praying it will all turn out for the best. im not very happy with my exams but its over and im not going to think about it,at least nt for a few days. so,this is my plan,for the next three days..im gonna be sleeping.

I carry your Heart by EE Cummings

2008-05-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

2008-04-28T02:21:00.002+08:00

the top three finalist of malaysian dreamgirls are hanis,adeline n cindy! im rootin for hanis amongst the 3..!her pictures are really good..esp the one in the batik dress..!!the finale is on tues..

on a more depressing note, the exams are super close. need to study,study,study!! yest,the guys cooked us nasi lemak n it was yummy. some real food at last..hahhaha..!i just realised how random this post is..

2008-04-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

lalalalal...so happy today!lol..i got my coursework results today and i did alot better that i had initially expected to. it was bothering me so much and now im so relieved!yay!
anyways the new epi of gossip girl came out today!!

super random

2008-04-22T02:35:00.003+08:00

~Lizzie's,i need a pair of shades look!!~

2008-04-21T10:42:00.002+08:00

have been really busy lately,with the exams being just around the corner, the workload has been unbearable!sooooo tired..but totally psyched abt goin home though..come to think of it, i might miss it here..at least a lil..just as i start getting used to it..(and not whinning abt everything),its coming to an end..bittersweet i would say,bt still i reckon i'll miss it.

2008-04-16T02:21:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Disaster i love this song..!!

tagged by Angie!!

2008-04-12T03:21:00.003+08:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1.Do you believe in love at first sight?
- not really. i think love develops over time,its not a spur of a moment kinda thing.

2.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
-right now..i cant wait to go home! but i would love to go to greece and anywhere else beachy.

3.(*What is your most embarrassing moment?-cancelled) Would you change anything if time travel existed?
- i wouldnt..i think everything happens for a reason!

4.What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- the opportunity to get thru the finals.

5.If you win $1 million, what would you do?.
-invest a lil. donate some,open a library,hse,car..blah blah.

6.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-if i love someone..im sure that he would hear abt it!

7.Movies that I enjoy most?
- romantic comedy's!

8.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- funny,genuine,someone who is able to see life from different perspectives.

9.What annoys you the most?
-right now it would be unnecessary noise,filthy kitchens and also wannabes

10.Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
-hugs

11.Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a guy who is not that good looking but quite smart?
-i would choose the latter but a combination of the both would be nice..heheh..i think the latter is better cos wats the point of hanging out wif sumone if u cant have a decent conversation..?

12.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-my family,my friends and my dogs.

13.Will you join politics?
- join politics probably not..have sumthing to say abt it..yes..got alot!

14.Are you a shopaholic or not?
-not really la..i like to shop when im in the mood, otherwise,window shopping is pretty satisfying.

15.If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
- erm..my patience and tolerance level.

16.What's on ur mind right now?
- medical law!!

17.What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
- the news abt the math genius being a hooker, the beating of the 16 year old by her friends and the two faced baby.

18.What is the nicest moment that ever happened in ur life?
- this is a dfficult one..i have a few i guess-high skool,(a time where studyin was optional..ahaha)..alot more la actually..getting my dogs..etc

19.Do you believe that love can be everlasting?
-if u work hard enough at it..i dont see why not.

20.What will you do today if tomorrow Earth is gonna be destroyed?
- at home with my family.

....im tagging cristin,roopie,melissa,elaine and selina!!...